Saturday, November 7, 2009

Moving My Mother's Things


Everyone was up early to get ready to go to my Mom's and move some of her things to my brother's cabin. We are calling it Granny's Cottage. Our youth mentors are having a retreat there so that is motivation for us to get it ready. Mark did a lot of work to get it ready - everything from installing a sink in the kitchen to moving the wood stove. We also did a lot of cleaning to get it ready. Today we met Mark in Red Bluff and drove down to mom's. When we got there we found that it had been broken into. Someone had gone through looking for valuables. Thankfully, we had moved most of the worldly valuables out. There wasn't much left that a theft would want but there was plenty of value to us there - like my Mom's paintings, photos, things she had made, her collections of Hummels, old bottles, milk white glassware, etc. We moved some furniture and things to supply the cabin. We got everything up there in one piece. It looked a little like the Beverly Hillbillies' car. We got everything into the cabin and came home. Mark's wife Judi is going to do some decorating and arranging tomorrow. It felt good to get it done. I wasn't emotional today when we were doing it - too busy working. Tonight I am feeling pretty melancholy. I have a jar my Mom gave me the last Christmas she was alive. It has a bunch of wishes to a daughter in it. When I miss her I take one out. I have started writing God blessings on the back of each one. I probably did about 10 of them tonight. God is so good, even when you're feeling blue.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Random Thoughts


Starting to have school dreams.

Great sharing at Aunt Pearly's funeral today. She had such a big heart and was loved by so many.

Couldn't talk Paige out of the remote control tonight. Time for her to leave home - not really.

Perry bought me chocolate cake to eat while I watch my movie.

Enjoyed getting to visit with my family today. Why is my brother so funny?

Naps are glorious.

We are buying a shock collar for Quin.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Reunion



This is a week of reunion. Friday our good friend Julya and her son Chance visited in Anderson. I felt a little bad about Chance having to hang out with us. He did pretty well. I appreciate Julya's ability to listen and her love for God. She's very intuitive. Julya and I visited another high school friend, Charlotte, on Monday. It was fun to catch up and realize how much we have in common because of age, common values, and parenting. On Wednesday Kim and I drove to Sacramento on the first leg of our road trip to Tahoe. We have been staying with Pattie. It's so good to see her and spend some time together. We also got to visit with Zach and see Adam very quickly. We had coffee with the Streeters today. Always fun to see what God is doing in their lives. The girls were with them and they are getting so big. Tomorrow we head to Tahoe and will spend some time with four friends from college. I've had some good laughs with Kim. My stomach hurts from laughing so much. I bought a sketch pad and have been doing some drawing and I painted a picture for Pattie's apartment. The art has felt therapeutic.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Rattlesnake Strike


Yesterday was like a rattlesnake strike.

My friend who lives in Missouri was struck by a rattlesnake on her back porch. I can only imagine the terror. One minute you’re in your home, comfortable, and the next minute you step outside and smack, venom is spreading through your body.

I felt like that when I got news yesterday that my aunt has cancer. Perry & I had just spent a few terrific days at the coast celebrating his birthday. When we came home I got the news that my aunt has cancer and is undergoing chemo and radiation at the same time. First you’re numb and then you start talking to God. Shock, sadness, heal her, give my family strength, helplessness, anger, submission, hope. I struggled with the most basic issue – do you trust me, Peggy? With life, death. Am I still good when someone you love dies? I thought of Job. He was no fair-weather follower. I hope the venom doesn't spread. Trust is the anti-venom.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Brain investment


So, I was watching old Looney Tune cartoons and I found that I remembered almost all of them from when I was a kid. Granted my brother and I never missed a Saturday morning of Looney Tunes for years, but I began to wonder how much of my brain synapses were dedicated to Looney Tune memories? Then as I got older it was song lyrics like Copa Cabana and Why Can't we be Friends? I hope I haven't used up too much connections on cartoons and Copa Cabana! I guess I should tell my kids that when I get older if the short term memory goes they can just watch cartoons and sing Barry Manilow songs with me.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Wait for it


The week after school got out our family went to Sunriver, Oregon for a week of vacation. It was very relaxing, very restful. I realized how much I need rest for my creativity to get energized. It was our first family vacation without Pattie. That felt weird, sad, and okay all at the same time. I am so proud of her and what she is investing her life in. That helps. We rode bikes, watched cable which we don’t get at home, ate ice cream, played tennis, ate, slept, went thrift store shopping, and relaxed. Paige and I went to the High Desert Museum. Paul and Perry went on a long bike ride. Meme picked movies for us to watch. Papa was chief dish washer. It was good to spend time with Perry’s folks and to see them doing well.
We came back from Sunriver and I needed to really get on Vacation Bible School planning and prep. I was feeling a bit frantic as I had lots to do. Throughout the week I could feel God smiling at me with the thought of just wait, it’s going to be good. It was a super week for many different reasons. When I feel fearful or stressed that usually means something good’s coming. It started with a great message from Dave Bruno on Sunday from David and Goliath. He encouraged us to engage in ministry, to stay away from negative – can’t do it people, be authentic, to remember our lions and bears, and to let God fight our battles. What great advice. I got to really but that into practice this week.
God provided so many helpers and surprises during the week of prep. With each one, I felt like it was a personal gift from God. The topper was finding these perfect mad scientist gloves at Walmart. (Our theme was science) Now, that’s personal. One of the verses God gave me during the week of prep was Psalm 107:14, 43 “He brought them out of darkness and the deepest gloom and broke away their chains. Whoever is wise, let him heed these things and consider the great love of the Lord.” Prep week reminded me how important a team is in ministry.
During Power Lab I saw God working in so many ways. One of the neat things about VBS is seeing so many different ages working together. God has been bringing home to me how important unity is and how we are fragmented into so many sub groups. I loved seeing all ages together in one endeavor. When I was planning on VBS I had a list of dream team people to help. God gave them to me. The people that made up our team were working in the places that God has gifted them in and that was fun to watch. From Delouris and Tammy in the kitchen with the gift of serving to Rich teaching children as they arrive about science, from Becky working with preschoolers to Barbara doing crafts. I was blessed just watching them work in their fields of expertise. I was blessed to see the teenagers’ love for kids grow. It was fun to see the kids love the leaders. So many seeds were planted in the fertile soil of children’s hearts. Many had questions about God and were going home and reading the Bible all on their own. I know we had some genuine decisions for the Lord. I was particularly blessed to hear about one unchurched girl who just wanted to come to VBS to learn about Jesus. Her father had apparently come to a VBS at our church 35 years ago. Wow, God, You’re good. I loved watching the relationship bonds in between members of our team. People in our church who previously only recognized another person by sight now laughing with them at our debrief meetings. I saw people working through discouragement, fatigue, and uncertainty. I am so proud of the team.
And the kids! They are so precious. Some pictures I will carry with me a long time are Riley in her blue goggles, Gwyn in her oversized sunglasses, Anna telling me how shy she is and then proceeding to negate that statement, quiet preschoolers rubbing mud all over Ally’s arm, Kody and Mariah at the registration table doing a great job, Ashton standing on the pew singing the worship songs with all his might, concern on a girl’s face because of the uncertainty of her parents’ relationship with God. They are so precious and so worth our investment. Kids teach me lessons all the time.
Well, this was pretty wordy and if you made it to the end, congratulations. I could go on and on. All the blogs in the world could not contain all of God’s goodness. I hope you will consider the great love of the Lord. It’s easy to do that coming off of a good week. The clincher is to do that when in the middle of a battle. Help me to see God that your goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Recurring theme


Ever had one of those weeks when you keep hearing the same message? Almost Groundhog Day like. It has been one of those weeks for me. I have repeatedly heard stories from people about how they have had to go through a period of waiting and then God gave them something better than they could have even imagined. Waiting - no one likes to wait but we learn so much and I guess even God takes time to work. It's kind of comforting that He takes His time with things. Another recurring theme this week has been the song Somewhere over the Rainbow by Israel Kamakawiwoole. I keep hearing it at graduations, blog sights, etc. What is it with this? It feels like I am in a movie and that is the theme music. This week was pretty busy and crazy - maybe I needed some recurring themes to ponder. Other moments captured:

Sad moment - Pattie's empty room - I need to fill it up quick

Hard to say good-bye moment - School got over on Tuesday. I hated to see this year with these kids end. Have no doubt, I am very ready for summer vacation but I will miss having these awesome kids in my class. They have some pretty awesome families too.

Catching up - Great to see Karda again

Tearful & proud moment - CCS 8th grade graduation - "The Call" sung by Natalie & Katie, great speeches by Lorrie & Chris

Fun moment - free root beer floats at Sonic with fam and Britny

Ah moment - Watching people I love graduate

Concerned moment - Paige has been pretty sick with the flu. Not a good time during finals - teachers please be gracious.

Very happy moment - Perry jokingly said yesterday, "Do you have anything to correct tonight?" NO

Did I mention I am looking forward to summer?